Day Two'

Dear Diary,

So, as expected Day Two mostly sucked. I was HUNGRY! All day. Though, I supposed I have to call it a win since I still haven't gotten a caffeine headache.

Food wise, everything tasted good, there just was not nearly enough of it. Come on stomach and shrink already!

I have to be careful this time though, I don't want to look too far ahead. Every time I do I start to think about how much weight I want to lose all together and how long and hard that is going to be, and I freak.

Every flipping time I freak. So instead of doing that, I am focusing on today. Today's goal is to get through. I didn't do too horribly bad. Even though I was so hungry I wanted to stuff chocolate down my throat, I didn't give in.

I finished the day right at 1300 calories. WIN! even though I'm not looking ahead, I'm dreading next week a little. I am on vacation from work. While that will help a lot with the soda intake, as I don't have free sodas lying around the house, I'm not going anywhere, and I tend to eat when I'm bored.

Hell, I eat when I have every emotion, whether happy, sad, bored, angry, tired. It doesn't matter food will always make it better. But does it really? I don't think so.

So, as for the promised reason one, I'm going to start out completely shallow.

Reason 1 of 100 reasons to lose 100 pounds, is a sore neck.

I know, you don't quite understand yet, but I'll break it down for you. For once in my life I was to turn a man's head so fast he gets a sore neck and a pissed off spouse. I want a man to look at me and think, 'Damn!'... Is that too much to ask for?

I know, I told you it was shallow! There are 100 reasons, I'll have plenty of time to be all deep and introspective.

Day 2 sucked, but I still made it my bitch! See you after day 3!